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Character Purge

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I'm currently having a 'sale', so all characters have 25% off their listed price. This will end on 6/14/2020.

This is my sale/trade toyhouse, so all characters listed are for offers!

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This is my personal toyhouse, so all characters listed are super, super tentative!

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I am accepting, in the order of most preferred:

- Art | Heavily preferred, must be able to draw humans, feral accepted.

- Points

- Trades

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I'm scared?

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I have to admit, this is the first time I've done something like this? I'm scared that admitting that I feel genderfluid will ruin my life. I feel masculine some days, and super feminine the others. My family is accepting of gay/lesbian rights and junk, but I've never talked to them about something deeper/more massive. I haven't even come out to them as bi? I'm just really scared and have been repressing my feelings for a really long time, and I feel like I'm going to break soon. I keep thinking if I ignore it, and put on a show of being a straight ally, that everyone will accept me. Sorry if this bothers anyone.

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- AN: All bold text is lyrics from the song "Morning Light" by Palaye Royale. Special thanks to my dad for describing his experience with semi-blindness.

We live for, we yearn for
The things that we're born for
   As a child, I remember hearing tales of stars that had long since vanished, yearning to someday be upon the reaches of the galaxies beyond to return them to their rightful place. I felt somewhere deep inside my childish and young soul that I was born and destined to land into the endless abyss of darkness that cloaked the mythical beings from my vision.
We die for, we try for
The things that we long for
  I was told at age six that I would never see the skies above, that all I had ever seen was the emptiness of my eyes. I was told that would never see what I so yearned for. I didn't quite understand it at the time, as to why the world was always dark. Friends spoke of the sights around them, the mythical stars I dreamed to see. No matter my attempts as viewing them, they always alluded my sightless gaze.
The morning light will lead you
 I could see slight things as I grew. My sight will never be good enough to gaze upon the wondrous skies above, but I could see the closest star to the planet. A star titled "Sol", or "Sun". She brought us warmth, light, and protection from the eternal winter of the vastness around. She would lead the start of my day, and always be my constant companion and confidant.
No weapon will defeat you
The teachers, the guides, the children, no one said I could do it. It was impossible for a Viscet such as myself, without gender or sight, to make it into the glory of space. But one 'such as myself' will never give up. Studying became my new hobby, reading about the tales of common-life around me became the last thing my consciousness thought of. I will not let these fools wither my yearning for the stars. They can remain grounded on their beliefs, while I soar above in delight.
I know you just wanna win
You see my friend

Life is just a game
A terminal disease they said. That my sight would go first, followed by my hearing. Next I would feel the effects charging upon my health, and my ability to breath. I was sixteen when it truly hit me. I wouldn't be around for much longer, so I must be destined to do something. My mother, soft and caring helped me immensely. She taught me to read braille, was willing to read the scientific papers that didn't have audio recordings, and even contacted all the space programs she could. No one would take me, no one would help accomplish my goals. This is when I realized that life is only meaningful to the poor, the weak, the helpless. Corporate companies didn't care. 
And where it starts is where it ends
I feel your pain
 It was my twentieth birthday, and I was confined to the cage of my hospital room. I could feel it coming, and sent my parents to fetch me food. When they returned, I was on that plain of existence no longer. I wish I could have heard my mother's sobs, or seen my father's face as the horror set into his features. 
Oh, let me live it now
Oh, let me feel it now
Oh, let me break it down
I know, I see, that this ain't the end for me

 Then in a blinding strike, the darkness around me exploded. Bright sights met my darkened eyes, and I watched in wonder as the skies parted and a viscet came forth. They were staring at me with a sad smile. When they spoke, the skies rumbled. They stated their name was Rigel, and that they were the King of the Gods, here to recruit the newest member, that of the light. I suddenly knew that this was not my time, I would not end with nothing, and I need to create my future. Treasure what was given to me, help where I could.
I do believe that this world ain't done with me
My legend burst into existence. The tale of the hopeless that fell in love with the sky. The mortal being thrown into their love and passion. Slowly I fell in love with Rigel, the very thing I spent my mortal life studying and dreaming of. My tale is to be told of wonder and love, of the passions entwined within the deepest core of my being. 
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1. How did you join DeviantArt?

I've really got no clue, tbh. I think I wanted to collect adoptables?

2. What does your username have to do with you?

It's my OTP currently.

3. What is your current avatar of?

It's a watermark I commissioned of Murdoc and MacGyver!

4. How many Watchers do you have, and how many do you watch?

91 Watchers and 93 Watching

5. Do you have more than one account?

I've got a super old adopt account

6. Name three of your favorite artists on DeviantArt.

@/Aurelya-adopt, @/viria13, @/buck-fever

7. What deviant(s) do you admire because of their personality?

Ah, I don't really talk with much people, so I don't know anyone.

8. How many deviants do you actually know in real life? Post their avatars.

None

9. Do you comment, Favourite, or both?
   
I favorite more things.

10. What do you typically post on DeviantArt?
 
Pieces I'm proud of, and adopts/character resales.

11. Do you participate in clubs or contests here on DeviantArt?

Only a closed species, called Viscets.

12. What is your most popular deviation -- as in most viewed or most favorited?
 
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My only piece of fanart.

13. What's your favorite submission in your Gallery?

Probably this piece, something of a character I kinda wish I hadn't sold.
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14. What are things you wish you could draw better?

Humans and probably MLP-style animation!

15. Do you have a Premium Membership?

Nope

16. How many hours a day do you spend on DeviantArt?
   
Probably 5-6 hours

17. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?

Pretty fast, I think. My last test came up at 112 Words per Minute.

18. What is the most annoying thing people ask you?

Probably people asking for multiple free characters.
 
19. What is the most annoying/offending comment you've ever received?

Someone who was incredibly rude and then blocked me.

20. What (or who) inspires you?
 
Probably my Dog, and a lot of music.

21. Do you use guidelines when you draw?

Nope

22. Do you associate people on deviantART with their icons? Link us to some examples!

Nope

23. Have you ever suggested a Daily Deviation?
 
No clue how to
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